Latenight On Victory Expressway(?)

So once again its been a long break. Chloe, what happened to your incessant pestering for new posts? I will, by the way, be sticking around for the spring semester, having secured a job here at the college.

Anyway. The reason for this post is similar to the reason for the last. Its late, I'm avoiding my work, I'm zoned out, and my thought process was shifted towards the idea of... well you'll figure it out. (thanks my dear anonymous friend) But I will do my best to make it not sound repetitive or boring, etc.

Perfection. Its impossible they say
except for God.
But I don't see any flaws
no matter where I look
I might be blind
or deaf
or dumb
I don't know
avoidance hasn't worked
indeed its made it worse
if that was even possible

proscribe that pitiful parole!
oh pray I prefer I perpetually
did proximately perceive
that phrase!

But now I must learn it
no choice have I
though desperately paths
around it I seek

perhaps it will one day
turn out the way I
have hoped all this time
but I am sure all the same
I will survive and be better for it

but oh, the turmoil that writhes inside
vamoose!